Despite that I dont think I can remember all the events chronologically speaking, I would still like to pen down whatever that I can remember for that matter since my last entry. All I can remember, memang aku balik kali ni, macam biasalah, 10 ari tu memang Atif dah benarkan. Banyak gak kija aku. Listing them down as something like this:
- Nak pasang Acond baru kat ruang tamu
- Nak pasang Acond baru kat dlm bilik mama
- Nak pasang Acond kat surau
- Nak gi tengok keta baru kat showroom Proton (just suka2 aje, masa tu lom plan nak beli)
- Nak gi doktor skin clinic, then nak mintak surat referral letter to ENT clinic (nak taye pasal vertigo ni)
- Mami Peah and Mami Pidah puye doktor kat klinik Ujong Pasir and klinik Pantai Peringgit nak kena tengokkan sekali (yg amik ubat, yg amik darah, yg memang dah due nak jumpa doktor..
- Nak gi survey baby cot baru for Najwa's baby
- Nak gi Kamdar, mama kata nak nengok kain..
- Pergghhhh banyak gak kija aku kan.. standard la.. aku kan SUPIR TERHORMAT..
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Tak silap tak ke mana ari ni.. But was so sick due to vertigo and mom called crying, said, Najwa left the house, on the bus, with stuff, back to Melaka, while she just arrived on Monday. I just dont know what to say, what to do. Speechless is more like it. Najwa is so heavily pregnant and her husband just couldnt handle her tantrum. Sigh..
Tak silap tak ke mana ari ni.. But was so sick due to vertigo and mom called crying, said, Najwa left the house, on the bus, with stuff, back to Melaka, while she just arrived on Monday. I just dont know what to say, what to do. Speechless is more like it. Najwa is so heavily pregnant and her husband just couldnt handle her tantrum. Sigh..
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Tak silap, I went out to have dinner with Ayu kat SS13 and Ayu had to drive coz my head was still dizzy due to vertigo.
Tak silap, I went out to have dinner with Ayu kat SS13 and Ayu had to drive coz my head was still dizzy due to vertigo.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Waited for Atif to come back from work. Packed and we left the house at about midnight or slightly later than that or something.
Waited for Atif to come back from work. Packed and we left the house at about midnight or slightly later than that or something.
Friday, March 4, 2011
Took mom and mami peah to the nearby clinic as both we down with bad flu. Right after sending Atif to Melaka Sentral, whilst mami pidah accompanied me all the way, once I reached home, mom told me she wants to be admitted to the hospital as she felt so sick.
Without further a due, I packed my bag, mom's bag, and admit her to the ER then checked her in at the Putra hospital. Alerted the siblings and the lawyers and also my first and most eldest cousin, Kak Jena. Her heart doctor came, and we were all worried as her temperature was as high as 40* and had not gone down since I took her to the nearby clinic earlier that day. Mom was so dehydrated.
I talked to mom that night. A heart-to-heart talk to her. Asked her to tell me truthfully and whole-heartedly, what exactly is bothering her mind. That had led to this flu and what decided her to just want to be admitted to the hospital.
Mom said, she had told Najwa not to go back just yet, but with Saufy pestering her (Najwa), she did, and entah apa yang dah dia merajuk dgn laki dia, dia naik bas the next day and mom got so worried and had to trouble Kak Jena to pick Najwa from Sentral and send her back to Melaka house. Najwa is so stubborn and so is her husband and every little thing they do that hurts mom, as usual, now and forever, I am mom's punching bag. Hangin gak aku kan, tp apa bole aku buat, dah perangai adik ppuan aku cenggitu. Yg laki dia cenggini. Yg mati tengah2 makan ati, mama, yg memujuk aku. Tak lama lagi, aku ni memang akan jadi Hantu Paku dah ni.. Letih la..
Took mom and mami peah to the nearby clinic as both we down with bad flu. Right after sending Atif to Melaka Sentral, whilst mami pidah accompanied me all the way, once I reached home, mom told me she wants to be admitted to the hospital as she felt so sick.
Without further a due, I packed my bag, mom's bag, and admit her to the ER then checked her in at the Putra hospital. Alerted the siblings and the lawyers and also my first and most eldest cousin, Kak Jena. Her heart doctor came, and we were all worried as her temperature was as high as 40* and had not gone down since I took her to the nearby clinic earlier that day. Mom was so dehydrated.
I talked to mom that night. A heart-to-heart talk to her. Asked her to tell me truthfully and whole-heartedly, what exactly is bothering her mind. That had led to this flu and what decided her to just want to be admitted to the hospital.
Mom said, she had told Najwa not to go back just yet, but with Saufy pestering her (Najwa), she did, and entah apa yang dah dia merajuk dgn laki dia, dia naik bas the next day and mom got so worried and had to trouble Kak Jena to pick Najwa from Sentral and send her back to Melaka house. Najwa is so stubborn and so is her husband and every little thing they do that hurts mom, as usual, now and forever, I am mom's punching bag. Hangin gak aku kan, tp apa bole aku buat, dah perangai adik ppuan aku cenggitu. Yg laki dia cenggini. Yg mati tengah2 makan ati, mama, yg memujuk aku. Tak lama lagi, aku ni memang akan jadi Hantu Paku dah ni.. Letih la..
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Zaeem came back with Ruzzie and the kids. Then he went home. Later that nite, he came to visit again.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Izan and Aiyee came to visit, then Hilmy, our family lawyer came, and we discharged mom and Zaeem took off to KL straight away. 4-5 bottles of drip and with some antibiotics for mom to continue for a week, I took mom home.
Yang benaunya, aku pun penat gak, dgn vertigo tak ilang lom sempat gi jumpa doktor ENT lagi, balik2 aje Melaka, dah mama masuk spital. Aku yg jaga mama kat spital ni semput 2 ari, sbb tido kat kerusi malas aje, plus acond spital tu kuat. Sigh.. Inilah pengorbanan aku kerana aku kasih dan syg pada mak aku. Anak2 lain tak nak jaga or layan mama, nasib diorg lah.. Zaeem discharged mom and terlupa nak bagi balik mom's IC.
Yang benaunya, aku pun penat gak, dgn vertigo tak ilang lom sempat gi jumpa doktor ENT lagi, balik2 aje Melaka, dah mama masuk spital. Aku yg jaga mama kat spital ni semput 2 ari, sbb tido kat kerusi malas aje, plus acond spital tu kuat. Sigh.. Inilah pengorbanan aku kerana aku kasih dan syg pada mak aku. Anak2 lain tak nak jaga or layan mama, nasib diorg lah.. Zaeem discharged mom and terlupa nak bagi balik mom's IC.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Aku tak ingat aku buat apa arini. Tak silap, arini ni aku bawah mama, Mami Peah and myself to see doctor at Skin Clinic and mintak surat referral to ENT Specialist. Was told to come again the next day.
Aku tak ingat aku buat apa arini. Tak silap, arini ni aku bawah mama, Mami Peah and myself to see doctor at Skin Clinic and mintak surat referral to ENT Specialist. Was told to come again the next day.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Tak silap datang lagi ke hospital for ENT appointment pulak. Later, aku keluar dgn Mami Pidah teman untuk beli DVD player for Musa and was thinking of finding some Sesame Streets DVD for him too. Hoping dia nak la duduk diam sikit.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Zaeem balik and siap pasangkan DVD player that I just bought so that Musa can see Sesame Streets DVDs that I bought for Musa. Zaeem balik pun kebetulan dia ada training kat NIOSH Sungai Udang, so he stopped by sekejap and return mom's IC yang dia tak sengaja terlupa pulangkan on Sunday.
Zaeem balik and siap pasangkan DVD player that I just bought so that Musa can see Sesame Streets DVDs that I bought for Musa. Zaeem balik pun kebetulan dia ada training kat NIOSH Sungai Udang, so he stopped by sekejap and return mom's IC yang dia tak sengaja terlupa pulangkan on Sunday.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Saufy came back and told Najwa that he wants to take Najwa and Musa to his parents house since mak bapak dia dah lama tak nengok Musa. Nak pegi on Friday and balik on Sunday.
Friday, March 11, 2011Najwa, Saufy and Musa left for Kajang.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Pegi kedai Acond lagi, kali ni byr for Acond surau. So mengantuk lagi dari tengahari. So right after that we just went home. Malam tu entah kenapa the mami's pun tak larat, siang2 dah tido. But mom and I duduk gak kat depan, nengok Cerekarama. Citer yg Fasha Sandha berlakon as isteri yg kena tangkap basah dan di tangkap oleh suami sendiri tu.. Mom went to sleep right after that. I stayed on up and talked to Atif until about 1am when I told Atif, I am so sleepy dah.
Hakikatnya, aku tak ingat pukul berapa tapi aku perasan aku nampak ada org yg pendek aje, kat pintu bilik mama tengah capai barang, i.e. hanpon aku, and I thot I was dreaming, so I didnt berbunyi coz I memang MENGANTUK SESANGAT.
Hakikatnya, aku tak ingat pukul berapa tapi aku perasan aku nampak ada org yg pendek aje, kat pintu bilik mama tengah capai barang, i.e. hanpon aku, and I thot I was dreaming, so I didnt berbunyi coz I memang MENGANTUK SESANGAT.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
I woke up to pee (as usual) and when to find my handphone (which is a usual thing as I was charging my handphone), eh, aku heran, handphone aku takda, aku bukak lampu, eh, aku ni mimpi ke, dgn charger2 pun takda, aku cari handbeg aku.. eh takda jugak, pintu bilik masa tu dah renggang, aku ingat, eh aku tak tutup pintu ke, aku bukak pintu, masuk balik, then aku toleh nak cari handphone mama, aku nengok, laci mama dah terbukak, aku terus, bukak lampu, bukak lampu luar, pegi ke ruang tamu kat depan, bukak lampu semua, baru aku perasan, pintu depan dah terbukak, aku bukak pintu depan, MASYA ALLAH, GATE AKU DAH TERKANGKANG, KETA AKU (WJV 7801) DAH TADA!!
Then bila aku toleh ke kiri, baru aku perasan, handbeg aku dan mama dah tertonggeng, barang2 suma dah berserak dan bersepah.. MENGGIGIL AKU KEJAPPAN.. TANGAN AKU NI DAH MCM ORNG KENA PAKINSON ko tau..!!
Aku terus kejutkan mama, and aku memang TERPERANJAT, TERKIMPUT, TERKESIMA, you name it.. Mama lagi la.. dia ingatkan dia mimpi ke.. then aku ketuk mami mami.. While calling the police at 999, I shouted for mom to find my laptop bag.. SAH! memang dah tada..
I called the police and asked them to transfer me to Balai Polis Batang Tiga and asked the police to come straight away. Then I had to calm myself down for a while as I have to remember, or think straight for a while, how do I call my lawyer, Hilmy. Maklum le, nombor semua dalam hanpon, mana ada tulis2 lagi skrg kan.. Duduk kejap, baru teringat, Hilmy just gave us a receipt, so I went to find my apple green folder, found his number and straight away give him a call.
I sat down to list what are the things that are lost besides the cash, the handphones (both mom and mine), the laptop, besides the car.
The police arrived first. A gud 5 mins after that, my lawyer Hilmy arrived. We sat for while, and at about 5 something, he took me to the Batang Tiga Police Station to file my report. I managed to get the officer to help me get Abg Din's (Chief Police, Melaka Tengah, ACP Tuan Salehuddin Abd Rahman - my Master's classmate) hanphone number and called him at to let him know and asked for him to push his men to speed up the IO (Investigating Officer) to the house. If not, on a Sunday, Hilmy doubt, they will only arrive at 10am.
I woke up to pee (as usual) and when to find my handphone (which is a usual thing as I was charging my handphone), eh, aku heran, handphone aku takda, aku bukak lampu, eh, aku ni mimpi ke, dgn charger2 pun takda, aku cari handbeg aku.. eh takda jugak, pintu bilik masa tu dah renggang, aku ingat, eh aku tak tutup pintu ke, aku bukak pintu, masuk balik, then aku toleh nak cari handphone mama, aku nengok, laci mama dah terbukak, aku terus, bukak lampu, bukak lampu luar, pegi ke ruang tamu kat depan, bukak lampu semua, baru aku perasan, pintu depan dah terbukak, aku bukak pintu depan, MASYA ALLAH, GATE AKU DAH TERKANGKANG, KETA AKU (WJV 7801) DAH TADA!!
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| this is a google-ed pic |
Then bila aku toleh ke kiri, baru aku perasan, handbeg aku dan mama dah tertonggeng, barang2 suma dah berserak dan bersepah.. MENGGIGIL AKU KEJAPPAN.. TANGAN AKU NI DAH MCM ORNG KENA PAKINSON ko tau..!!
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| this is a google-ed pic |
Aku terus kejutkan mama, and aku memang TERPERANJAT, TERKIMPUT, TERKESIMA, you name it.. Mama lagi la.. dia ingatkan dia mimpi ke.. then aku ketuk mami mami.. While calling the police at 999, I shouted for mom to find my laptop bag.. SAH! memang dah tada..
I called the police and asked them to transfer me to Balai Polis Batang Tiga and asked the police to come straight away. Then I had to calm myself down for a while as I have to remember, or think straight for a while, how do I call my lawyer, Hilmy. Maklum le, nombor semua dalam hanpon, mana ada tulis2 lagi skrg kan.. Duduk kejap, baru teringat, Hilmy just gave us a receipt, so I went to find my apple green folder, found his number and straight away give him a call.
I sat down to list what are the things that are lost besides the cash, the handphones (both mom and mine), the laptop, besides the car.
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| Mom's hp was this nokia 6120 black (this is a google-ed pic) |
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| Sad that I lost this new Sony Ericsson Red Hazel Slide Phone (this is a google-ed pic) |
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| I bought my Macbook White while working in 2009. It has been loyal with me till it got stolen (this is a google-ed pic) |
The police arrived first. A gud 5 mins after that, my lawyer Hilmy arrived. We sat for while, and at about 5 something, he took me to the Batang Tiga Police Station to file my report. I managed to get the officer to help me get Abg Din's (Chief Police, Melaka Tengah, ACP Tuan Salehuddin Abd Rahman - my Master's classmate) hanphone number and called him at to let him know and asked for him to push his men to speed up the IO (Investigating Officer) to the house. If not, on a Sunday, Hilmy doubt, they will only arrive at 10am.
Sarjan Adnan and another officer arrived at about 7.30am. Hilmy went home first to bathe and bought us breakfast while the policemen were at home and much to my surprise, Sarjan Adnan knows my lawyer Hilmy so that kinda make things easy for me, I mean, I felt a bit at ease..
Yet, still in shock. After a while, mama dah tersepok kat kerusi panjang, while the officer put the chemical to find the finger prints, we were frantically looking for the glass shutter on the right window (of the living room) yang si penyangak ni dah bukak, and letak entah kat mana.. Aku pulak, dah terdiam, mcm aku terkedu..
Hilmy had to go as he has other errands to run. He tried to lift my spirits up. I managed to call Atif from the house phone and from Hilmy's phone too. I cried as I was in shock. Mintak jugak Atif balik, but he cudnt even get a bus to go to the Metro Bus Station at USJ. He offered to go back the next day, tp bila pikir2 balik, bos dia cuma kasi cuti satu hari aje, apa dia bole buat pun.. Buat penatkan badan aje.. Tak apalah.. Told him to come back on Friday then..
My handphone, mom's handphones, the pictures inside them, my laptop, I felt like, my whole world felt apart, all my pictures, my stuff in the laptop.. my car.. my loyal Proton Iswara WJV7801 yang penuh dgn kenangan pahit manis selama 10 tahun.. aku rasa sangat sangat sedih.. Ya Allah, sabarkanlah aku wahai Tuhanku..
Hancur luluh rasanya hati ku..
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Hari Ahad ini juga, sebenarnya kita ada jemputan org kawin di Banda Kaba, rumah Mami Yah. Mom, Mami Peah and I didnt go coz we were to distraught to go. Mami Guy and Min (my cousin) came from KL for the wedding and visited us before they went to the wedding. They came to pick up Mami Pidah.
Malam tu, lepas Isyak, Hilmy datang lagi, and aku mintak bawak aku pegi potostet polis repot. Since aku dah mintak tolong Ayu bar kan line kat Maxis, Monday tu kan nak pegi Maxis, of which I know is going to take like the whole day.
Lawyer Hilmy aturkan kereta sewa for me, via his friend, Encik Razak. MBA 4141 Chevrolet Aveo Merah. Alhamdulillah. Aku bersyukur dalam segala kepayahan dan dugaan hidup, aku masih dikelilingi orang2 yg sudi menolong di saat saat kesusahan. Memang aku sangat sangat down.
Zaeem pun balik ari, and Najwa pun balik jugak to leave Musa with us, till she gives birth.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Cant recall where we went in the morning, but all I can remember is that, I went to Mahkota Parade and paid my phone bills, got mom a new phone and myself too. Malam tu, aku masih tak boleh tido. Langsung langsung tak bole tido.
Mom highlighted the break-in to Madam Serina next door. Then only we learned her husband had passed on during CNY. She gave us the alarm guy that she worked with and the flooring guy too. She suggested we change our gates to electric ones too. We had to give it a good thought coz we all felt, it's for our safety measures too. Afterall, mom will live alone and if not because of the fairies, yg duduk accompany her, susah jugak coz mom is all alone.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Took mom to see her heart doctor, Dato' Dr. Izham.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Sent Mom for Physiotherapy session at GH Melaka.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Atif came back to see me. Bought him durian and food for him to bring back KL.
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New Page: New Week.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Zainab arrived at 9am. Got my new car at 3pm. MCA 7247. At 6pm, took mom for a hair cut and at 6pm, Saufy called mom, telling Najwa dah beranak. Malam tu jugak mom left for KL, with Mami Pidah, Kak Jena, Musa and went with Azhar, driver En. Razak and they came back the same night. I waited up till mom reached home. Couldnt sleep much pun dah nowadays.
Zainab arrived at 9am. Got my new car at 3pm. MCA 7247. At 6pm, took mom for a hair cut and at 6pm, Saufy called mom, telling Najwa dah beranak. Malam tu jugak mom left for KL, with Mami Pidah, Kak Jena, Musa and went with Azhar, driver En. Razak and they came back the same night. I waited up till mom reached home. Couldnt sleep much pun dah nowadays.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Took Mami Peah for her blood test at Ujong Pasir Clinic.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Took Mom for her Physiotherapy session at GH Melaka.
Friday, March 25, 2011
Atif couldnt come back to see me this weekend coz he had to work. Miss him loads.
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Zainab was admitted to Az-Zahra Bangi coz of a bit yellow (jaundice).
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Zainab reached Melaka.
Zainab was admitted to Az-Zahra Bangi coz of a bit yellow (jaundice).
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Zainab reached Melaka.
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New Page: New Week.
MINGGU HOSPITAL SEDUNIA
Monday, March 28, 2011
Took Mom to GH to take meds from her OOPD Clinic
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Took Mami Pidah to take her meds at her Pantai Peringgit Clinic.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Took Mami Peah for her Ujong Pasir medical check-up
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Took Mom for her Physiotherapay at GH Melaka.
Friday, April 01, 2011Took Mom for her Eye appointment. Atif came back to see me for a few hours. I sent him to Melaka Sentral for his bus at 7pm.
Dah lebih sebulan aku kat Melaka ni, aku tinggalkan suamiku utk attend to my mom and aunts hospitals. Not just hospital appointments but also other emotional, physical, mental, physiological needs and whatsoever. Tapi kenapa aku juga masih anak yang tak baik, tak bersyukur, tak mengenang budi, tak sayang mak aku?
I rest my case.
Ketahuilah dunia bahawa, aku berada di sini adalah kerana aku sangat sangat kasih dan sangat sangat sayang pada mama ku. Dan kerana aku tahu, tidak ada anak lain yang lahir dari perut yg sama yang sanggup ATTEND to all her whims and fancies.
Tapi kalau aku membelakangkan suami ku ini, melebihkan mak aku ni, menjadikan aku seorang anak yang tak baik, aku undur diri.
Maddie.
Took Mami Pidah to take her meds at her Pantai Peringgit Clinic.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Took Mami Peah for her Ujong Pasir medical check-up
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Took Mom for her Physiotherapay at GH Melaka.
Friday, April 01, 2011Took Mom for her Eye appointment. Atif came back to see me for a few hours. I sent him to Melaka Sentral for his bus at 7pm.
Dah lebih sebulan aku kat Melaka ni, aku tinggalkan suamiku utk attend to my mom and aunts hospitals. Not just hospital appointments but also other emotional, physical, mental, physiological needs and whatsoever. Tapi kenapa aku juga masih anak yang tak baik, tak bersyukur, tak mengenang budi, tak sayang mak aku?
I rest my case.
Ketahuilah dunia bahawa, aku berada di sini adalah kerana aku sangat sangat kasih dan sangat sangat sayang pada mama ku. Dan kerana aku tahu, tidak ada anak lain yang lahir dari perut yg sama yang sanggup ATTEND to all her whims and fancies.
Tapi kalau aku membelakangkan suami ku ini, melebihkan mak aku ni, menjadikan aku seorang anak yang tak baik, aku undur diri.
Maddie.
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